Friday, February 15, 2013

Apologies

I'm a tiny bit busy and inspiration-less this couple of weeks. I promise i'll come back to write more often and hopefully up to your expectations. Please stay tuned, I'll post something soon. But for now, i have no idea what is going to happen next.....

Share your thoughts and the story too.

Till I come back,
Headscarf

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Serendipity - 18

I get excited that people are actually getting emotional about the characters! 
Please give me your feedback. Sorry that it took too long. My brain was just refusing to become creative. This is actually a forced writing, rather than one that flowed out...
Enjoy reading. 


Previously on Serendipity...

"You know, She's pretty and you're 24" she signaled way too obviously. 

He suddenly saw it all. It was Nouf. She was his solution to everything. She was pretty, too innocent, liked him and his family liked her too. Having a wife and kids would keep his mother's worries away. His wife will be busy with the kids and he could remain his lifestyle during his regular "business trips". Thats what a lot of his friends did too. She'll have all the money she needs, kids, a house, good family and i'll be there.... [sometimes], he assured his conscious that spoke up for the first time.

"Yes, she's pretty" he answered his mom with a smile.


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Nouf


We took the food and stocked it in the kitchen. Many cold nights will refrain us from going out i guess, especially if it started snowing and raining. So food is good company. To be honest, i don't usually care about where i travel, as long as i'm with the right company. With the right people, you enjoy everything. And that is exactly what we did, we spent our night munching on snacks, watching movies and laughing at old memories. Lojain told stories about how Haifa used to be in school and vice versa. The atmosphere was just light and refreshing right until sleep started to interfere. We called it a night only few hours before the sunrise. 


I opened my eyes as soon as the rays of sunlight started peeking into the room through the curtains. I can't sleep for long in new places no matter how comfortable the bed is. I called Lojain's name lazily to wake her up, but no response. I don't think any of them will wake up soon. I sat up stretching my hands to the roof, I won't waste a minute, the days are too short anyways, i motivated myself and my stomach growled in agreement. 


I searched my way through the kitchen's stock of food. Junk, junk and more junk. All the proper food is downstairs but i'm too shy to knock on their door, they might be asleep. And my mom isn't there. Sigh. I miss her and dad a lot. Its only been a day though. I fixed myself a cup of tea and called my mom.


As i was talking to my mom, i heard noises coming from outside. Slamming doors and sounds of people conversing but i can't tell who. I picked up my beanie to cover my hair, i was wearing bright red hoodie and sweatpants, and hurried to the door as soon as i ended the convo with mom. If i find the mothers awake i could find food, i smiled like a fat kid finding a humungous chocolate cake. Their apartment door was closed but this time i could hear the voices well. it wasn't from the apartment, it came from downstairs. 

Its not any of us, it was the Italian couple. 

"buongiorno," I said using the limited italian vocab i have as i spotted them in the lobby. 

They were a young couple, probably in their late twenties. The guy was Italian attractive. He is an evidence and proof to all the stereotypes and claims about Italian men. The woman was less attractive compared to her man but nevertheless she had that typical european beauty about her. They were standing casually infront of the main gate watching the road outside, though they didn't seem like they were leaving. 
"buongiorno Siniorina, come sta?" replied the woman excitedly putting me in an awkward situation. What do you reply, i forgot!
"I don't speak Italian," I replied shyly. 
"oh its okay, I Adriana" said the women as she stepped forward to shake my hand. "This my boyfriend, Massimo"
"I'm Nouf," I shook his hand as well.
"Where are you are from?" She asked curiously.
"Dubai," and the conversation started flowing from there. They've been in Istanbul for three days now and we talked about all the places to see here and i marketed Dubai as a destination. I bragged about my city like i own the place. 
"Good morning," came a familiar voice from behind minutes later. It was Butti coming to the lobby. I did not hear him coming downstairs. Apparently, he came down to check where the noises were coming from. Loud Arabs and loud Italians, not a great combo if someone is looking for peace. Butti joined the convo for a while before the couple excused themselves to leave as the shops started to open. 

My stomach growled in rebellion again, reminding me of the purpose that got me to the lobby in the first place. Gladly Butti did not hear it, or he chose to pretend he didn't, anyways i'm thankful.

"Why are you awake so early, I know my aunt, she wont leave before noon" He said. 
"Dunno," i shrugged. "You know new place... and i'm kinda hungry.." i admitted. 
"Me too," he glanced at his watch, "Come, my mom is awake I'll see if she'll join us for breakfast."

Apartment one's (mothers apartment) door was left ajar. We walked in to find Butti's mom in the living room sipping on some tea while watching Dubai Tv. They have Arabic channels here, thats convenient! I bet a lot of Khaleejis came here after all those Turkish series and then demanded this. Butti sat on the couch and folded his legs, "I want breakfast" he demanded with a bossy tone. His mom gave him a how-rude-of-you-my-little-boy kind of look, "chee t6lb mn umk?, no breakfast, serve yourself." she said in a very motherly tone. I know this tone, its the one mothers use to make their kids feel guilty. Butti started sweet talking to his mom to convince her to make him breakfast and all she did was ignore him. It was funny and adorable to watch. He landed his head on her lap and with a sad pout he started telling his mom who he didn't have anything to eat since last night. The devil! I could see the expression on his mother's face changing to become concerned. She'll get up any second. 

"I'm going to make myself scrambled eggs, i'll make some for Butti too while im at it khalo," I didn't know that i offered to cook until the words came out all of a sudden. "Do you want anything?" i added politely. 

"walla wanasah" said Butti smiling, "I dont want scrambled eggs, i want poached eggs, but dont make them runny, and some orange juice, we got beans too right, make some...." 
I stared at Butti bluntly. This guy is unbelievable. He takes advantage of every situation or what? I saw his mom slap him lightly on the head. 
"I'm sorry khalo, i take back my offer. Your son is unbelievable."
"He is, isn't he... let him starve, he can cook. Tell me, Nouf dear, what do you want? we'll make something together, how about french toast too?" she said pointing at her son with her chin. She wants to annoy him, i can see. 
"Yes! i bought berries too yesterday, we'll have them on the side" I smiled happily. This is fun. 
Butti looked at both of us in disbelief, "And your son?" he said as he held his mom's hand with both his hands.
"my son should behave" she said hitting his hand lightly and laughing. So adorable. I don't have a brother, so seeing this is quite different to me. I bet they are different than any other mother and son. There's a strong bond between them. "How about you go help Nouf prepare breakfast for us?" she offered as her phone rang. Her expression changed and i guess she wanted us to leave. An important phone call maybe? 
"if it means i wont starve," he said as he got up and kissed his mothers forehead. "yalla, come along chef."

Butti sat on the chair beside the kitchen's island watching me while i take out the ingredients of both the scrambled eggs with tomatoes and mushrooms and the french toast. 
"Aren't you going to help?" i looked at him. He looked a bit distant. "Are you ok?"
"I'm hungry, finish already" he replied as if it was the only thing on his mind, but i knew better. 
"I can't cook under stress," i rolled my eyes. "Here, cut those mushrooms in half" i handed it over and i started chopping the tomatoes into small pieces. 

When i finished, i glanced at Butti to find him still not done. He was cutting each piece slowly and carefully. And he says he can cook! Or maybe its a guy thing, they want quality and to be the best at what they're doing. 

But it was much simpler than that. 
As i reached over to grab the cutting board from him to finish cutting, he looked at me in guilt. "Its ok i'll finish this" he said reassuringly. I gave it up to him and went to get the pan and start cooking the eggs when he suddenly said, "My dad is not well, He's having a lot of back problems lately. she's talking to him right now but won't do it infront of me. She knows i'll argue with him to take him abroad for proper check ups. He insists that he doesn't need them. The problem is that i cant force him." He looked up at me, i'm sure my face looked very concerned, I know how it feels. "I don't even know why i'm telling you, i don't share things with people" he laughed, it sounded more as if he was thinking this than telling me. "But you seem to have this thing where you pull words out of people" he stood up to get the mushrooms to me. I think he means the "flanah" conversation. 
"Thank god, this means my black magic for trust works. All the money i paid didn't go to waste" i said jokingly. 
"How much does it cost to get a convince-a-stubborn-old-man magic?" he was stirring the eggs, tomatoes and mushrooms in the pan as i was getting the french toast ready. "Should i add salt and pepper chef?"
"yes," i answered. "It takes much less than magic. Make a deal with him, tell him you'll stop working or you won't get married or anything like that till he goes and gets his check up"
"I don't think it would work," he smiled weakly, but somehow i feel that he thinks that what i just said was one of the stupidest solutions. 
"I know you think its stupid, but try" 
"i didn't think that, but i know him, he's too stubborn to admit anything."
"ok, tell him you'll run away, or better, that you won't talk to him... what?! what are you smiling at like that, i'm serious!"
"i know you are," he laughed, "i was just thinking it would be easier to convince him if he had a daughter,"
"You don't deserve any advise" i turned around to finish up the breakfast and put it into plates. "take those to the living room" i handed him a couple of plates. 
"do you always just get mad like that?" he's still laughing, i dont think its funny. "ok, ok im going." 

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After breakfast, Butti looked less concerned. I think food makes him in a better mood. I left to apartment two (ours) to wake up the girls but all i got was get out and close the door. My way of waking people up is singing. It works all the time, but not now. The cold weather just adds to their laziness. Its true, all you want to do in winter is eat and sleep. The apartment phone rang, it was Butti's mom.
"Any luck?"
"No they're all still asleep, bs Maryam took some Panadol and slept again. I think she got the flu" i heard her shouting over the phone to Maryam's mother telling her that her daughter isn't feeling well. "Nouf, I'm going out to the old souk, you want to come? Maryam's mother will stay since you said Maryam is tired" I agreed instantly. I didn't come here to stay indoors alone. if they were awake i wouldn't mind. 

I changed into less casual clothes, applied mascara and some light pink lipstick. I took a proud look at myself in the mirror. I look good, i smirked and headed downstairs. 

Soon enough we were on our way. Butti, his mother and I. Fares's mom loves to leave after noon. She always believes that mornings are not meant for shopping, they should be spent in a comfortable place. She said something about going to a Turkish Bath Spa later. Haifa and Lojain would love that. No one seemed to mention Fares. I wonder if he's going to join us later or spend his holiday meeting up with his friends like last night. 

The taxi driver dropped us at the Grand Bazaar. I breathed in and looked around as soon as we stepped into the bazaar. It was phenomenal to all the senses. If you closed your eyes, you could hear the singing of the birds outside, the clicking of cups, the overlapping voices of people bargaining intertwining to create altogether a musical appeal. It was not noise. It was the sound of people being alive, going by in their day minding their own business. Some actually won't mind their business and harass you by calling you to come see their products over and over again. You could barely hear this type of interaction in malls today. Your eyes would then just wonder around trying to rest on one of the billion things that surround you, whether its the stained glass lights, carpets, jewelry or even antiques. We passed by the jewelry first. I was so taken by it. 

At first, i thought that going out with Butti's mother might be a little awkward, i know myself well, but to my surprise we clicked well. She wasn't like her sister, who is more serious and uptight, but more like Butti. Always up for a laugh and makes conversations flow easily. I also found out that she's one really reaaaaally good bargainer, she'd drop prices more than 60% down when buying. The funny thing is Butti would feel so ashamed that his mother would bargain, "Just get it, its just 10 dirhams difference.. ufff". But i guess it has always been a woman's skill to bargain, not that of a man. He didn't enter most of the shops but stood outside and looked at the items displayed carefully assessing their quality.

A few hours later, as Butti's mother and I were strolling through one of the shops in the antiques section i spotted a nearby cafe."Khalo, i'll go get something to drink from the opposite shop and comeback." 

As i left the shop i spotted Butti on the other side talking to a westerner man. He was really tall and broad. They were having what seemed like a friendly conversation. Probably a tourist that was left outside because his girl is shopping, i thought to myself. Poor men. 
As I left the cafe with my order of two hot chocolates to go, to keep us warm, i spotted another western man walking towards Butti. There was something sneaky about him that i didn't like. Maybe he's a thief, there are many pick-pocketing action around here. 

It wasn't that though, Butti looked uncomfortable too. I walked towards him instead of walking back to the shop. As soon as i stopped beside him i sensed the tension in the air, he knew those people. He turned around to see me, i gave him the hot chocolate, which i originally bought for his mom, and smiled.
"Thanks love," i didn't know if what i heard was what i really heard. Is it? "Nouf, those are Keith and Nathan" he added pointing at the guys in front of him, "This is Nouf, my fiance."


Whaaat?
my fiance, my fiance, my fiance, my fiance.. were the words that echoed in my mind. 

Friday, February 1, 2013

Serendipity - 17

Two posts within the same 24 hours, now i should get credits. Enjoy reading!


Previously on Serendipity....

"A friend once told me, there's only so much you could do", Butti patted Fares's shoulders with a sad smile and walked back towards the apartment.


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Nouf 


Winter can be very depressing. It gets dark really early and there's only so little to do. We left Butti and Fares and walked to the apartment. Haifa's mother says that this part of Istanbul is not so safe. Its too westernized. But the other part, which i think is in Asia is safer. Its where all the mosques are, no clubs and drinking, and people sit in coffee shops to drink tea and turkish coffee till late hours. The metro that takes to Sultan Ahmet area isn't safe too as she claims. Too bad we're living on this side. Though to be honest, the safety issues only lie on a certain part of Istikalal street, where the bars and casinos are located. And its quite far. The place seemed perfectly safe to me. 


Well, we still have TV to watch and there were some movie DVDs in the living room. That will do. 


I picked my PJz and headed for a shower. 

"Waaaaait" Shouted Maryam as she barged into the room. "You're the only one still not in a pyjama. We don't have food and that wasn't even dinner. Its lies! the sun just sets too early. can you believe it, its already dark by five pm. We need food i'm becoming cranky." 

oops, no room service too. Great. 


I walked down to the mothers apartment to see if they need anything from the supermarket at the end of the road. Maryam's mother smiled, gave me a long list of things to buy and asked me to leave now before the other mothers find out. They wont allow me to go out there alone. Though she saw no danger at all. That's why i love her, no extra unneeded fear and drama. 


I walked out into the open air and the frosted roads. The cold breeze just hits right in the face. I can feel my skin tightening as if i just got a face lift. That's why their women are pretty; its the weather i'm sure. The snow just makes everything so white and pretty too. I wish it would snow now, i've never been somewhere to see the snow actually fall. I would stare up into the sky like the movies and lift my hand in the air feeling every snow drop on my cheeks. 


I jumped back at the person that suddenly clapped his hands inches away from my face. It was Butti. 

"What are you doing out here?"

I'm still mad at him. Why is he so... sooo... i'm not sure what, but this whatever it is.

"I could ask you the same." i answered in a bother-less tone and attempted to walk past him. 
"I ditched Fares and his friends, now you answer." He was walking beside me. How could he catch up so fast and effortlessly?
"I'm getting stuff to eat from the supermarket" 
"ok" he said as he continued to walk beside me, i stopped.
"ok?" I looked at him, attempting to signal that yeah now you know just leave.
"I'm coming with you" His hands were in his jacket's pocket and his tone was extremely casual. Its not like he barked at me a while ago. 
"You know, not everything is your responsibility. I'm 21, old enough to take care of myself and i dont need you guarding me. And who are you to say that i cant go alone or even shout at me?" I blew out all the anger inside me and stood there with pride. Now GO! i continued saying in my head. 
Butti looked at me and gave me one of his usual genuine smiles. He put his hands together in an apologetic gesture, "I'm sorry that i shouted, I know that was wrong, but you scared me and Haifa's reaction, you should've seen it....." I twisted my lips to the side thinking about if i would accept his apology. 
".... But Judge," he continues as he laughs obviously enjoying what he is about to say, "I never said you can't go alone or i'll guard you. I'm simply going to get food for my apartment too." I felt so stupid and he had a winners smile on as he walked in the direction of the supermarket. 
"i accept your apology" i said to shred away any amount of humiliation i can. 
We walked in silence. It wasn't awkward though. There was plenty of things to watch around, all the little details of the road. Nearly all the buildings had coffee shops and restaurants on the ground floor looking onto the street. When you looked closer, none of them were bars. People were drinking tea, talking and playing some kind of board game i see in Syrian series in the local looking shops. Couples were seated in the more cozy, romantic and westernized shops having dessert and coffee and simply talking. It was lovely. 
"I didn't think it will be like this," i said to Butti a few steps before reaching the supermarket. 
He saw me looking around, "Well, not all the areas are like that. This street has more of muslims and families living here, less tourists and bachelors, so its quite safer. And even though its been dark for so long, its just 9:30 now." he opens the supermarket door for me and i walk in. Ah, i love being a girl. 

Butti pulled out a trolly and walked toward the first alley.  

"Supermarketing is an Art, you go through each alley to not forget anything, follow me." i laughed at his excitement. Years of studying alone served him well i guess. 
"so you can cook?" i asked
"its how i survived four years in the US." he said as we walked past the second alley. 
"There are restaurants," i commented. well, thats what i would do. I could cook, but its too much work. "Wait, stop here, i want peanut butter"
"You cant go to restaurants everyday, sometimes other khaleeji friends would cook and send over."
"what do you cook?"
"Machboos, instant noodles, omlet, scrambled eggs, boiled eggs," he scratched his head trying to remember as we walked down the alleys collecting stuff as we go.
"hahaha you should mention that when you propose, you might get a discount on the Maher or something" i teased. Other than the machboos, those weren't real cooking skills. 

With each item any of us would grab we would start discussing which one to take, i'd go for brand name that i know and Butti for the price offer and whatever is not fully stocked on the shelf, "if they're out of it, it must be really good" he explained. This just made the process take a bit longer time than i expected and to save time in arguments, i either compromised to what he picked or pouted to get what i want. Simple (nearly). 

We passed by an old lady with a young girl. They were trying to reach to a can on one of the top shelves. Butti helped her grabbed the can and other couple of things she wanted from the top shelves. 
"tshakorat...." is the only word i understood. She said it in a granny heartfelt tone.
"She thanks you a lot, and says that may Allah gift you and your pretty wife with good children and a blessed life" translated the young girl excitedly. I snapped my head towards Butti given the comment and i think i blushed. So we look like couples... i don't know why but the idea is a tiny bit exciting. Well, we are suitable in term of age, emm and looks i guess, and right now we look like were shopping for our own kitchen supply.
"Ameeeen," answered Butti, "tshakorat, we needed that duaa," he added looking at me then back at the granny. Stupid Butti, so now i'm his wife that is having trouble getting pregnant. I try not to roll my eyes to not look rude infront of the old lady. 

"we needed that duaa?" i said with raised eyebrows as soon as we walked passed the granny to head to the cashier.
"Am i married?"
"no..."
"do i have kids?"
"not that i know" i said to annoy him, he shot a half eye at me.
"Then i needed the duaa to get a pretty wife, kids and blessed life" he winked.
"sa5eef" i said in a low voice that he cant comprehend what i said.
"i can hear you"

As we stopped by the cashier with a fully loaded trolley, we looked at each other in guilt. Honestly, it looks like we will move-in nearby, and its a whole month worth of supply. Not just chips and chocolate, but oil, butter, eggs and other stuff to cook for breakfast and dinner. Well, you can never say no to food. 

The month worth of supply was certainly a pain to carry back to the apartment. Butti carried most of the bags and i carried as much as i can. All that training paid off i guess. 

"i'm hungry" announced Butti as soon as we got to the building. "Which apartment do we take all the food to?"
"the mothers its the closest and they cook well" we both had a huge smile on our faces, i was hungry too.
As we entered the building Butti dropped one of the bags that carried a chips and hot sauce. The hot sauce glass broke and made a mess. Butti was standing there with all the bags unable to move. I couldn't help but laugh. I placed by bags on the floor and went over to help him place the ones he had slowly on the ground and clear up the mess. We placed all the bags in the lobby and decided that we'll take a couple up every time. We were tired already.  
The noise Butti and I made brought the girls rushing downstairs. 

"we heard something break, then Nouf crying what happened?" exclaimed Haifa.
"Will you stop freaking out, please. Butti dropped our food." i said pointing at the bottle of hotsauce. "and i was laughing... you looked like a frozen octopus" i laughed again at Butti. 

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The girls decided that they will split the food between their apartment and the mothers. The grabbed all the junk food and walked up to their apartment. Just as Butti was lifting a couple of the other bags, Fares walked in. 
"You're early, Turkey isn't good for you?" Butti adressed him in a sarcastic tone and walked up to the apartment. "i heard their girls are hot"
"I'm out of cash" Fares stated bluntly.
Just then, Nouf walked down to the lobby, there were just a couple of bags left yet more than what she could carry alone up two flights. She grabbed a couple then looked shyly at Fares who was at the first step of the stairs. "Fares" she called. 
"Could you help me carry those up?" she said as he turned around. 
"sure" He might as well be useful while he's at it, he thought. "Why don't you place them in the elevator and send it up, i guess its safe for a couple of bags"
"its out of service and the ones you have are for the mothers apartment"

They walked into the mothers apartment's kitchen and placed the bags. Nouf left the kitchen to go upstairs and arrange their own share of food with the other girls. Fares's mother was in the kitchen checking the things that Nouf and Butti just bought and saw the two walk in. She saw her irresponsible boy carry the bags place them on the kitchen table and take the ones from Nouf too in a very polite manner. My brother was right, i need to find him a wife to make  him change, marriage will change him, she thought.  

"Fares," she addressed her son as soon as Nouf left them alone in the kitchen. "What do you think of Nouf?"
"What do you mean?" he replied as he looked at his iPhone screen, he was waiting for Nouf to leave to ask his mom for more money. He wasted all his cash in gambling, his credit card is the only thing left.
"You know, She's pretty and you're 24" she signaled way too obviously. 

He suddenly saw it all. It was Nouf. She was his solution to everything. She was pretty, too innocent, liked him and his family liked her too. Having a wife and kids would keep his mother's worries away. His wife will be busy with the kids and he could remain his lifestyle during his regular "business trips". Thats what a lot of his friends did too. She'll have all the money she needs, kids, a house, good family and i'll be there.... [sometimes], he assured his conscious that spoke up for the first time.

"Yes, she's pretty" he answered his mom with a smile. 

Serendipity - 16

Hello there, 
thanks everyone for commenting <3 made me so happy. I started writing this just to pass time didn't think anyone would read. But hey, you never know what happens. 
Anyways, some of you asked for a twitter account for the blog, its @headscarfblog
I'll post whenever i can, i just dont want to post for the sake of just posting then it doesn't turn out to be as good as i wanted it to be. 
Oh and a big thank you to @Twistintimex for all the support. So sweet of you <3

Don't forget to tell me what you think, it kinda helps in shaping the story :p 
I know this is quite short, but i'll post another one soon.
Enjoy.

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Fares looked at Butti quizzically as he left. Whats wrong with this dude? He thought.
To him, Butti was not acting normal for a while. Ever since the day he dropped by at the party in Palm Jumeirah. But the thought slipped away from Fares' careless head a millisecond after that. Fares did notice that something is wrong with Butti but will not allow himself to bother to look into it and find out. He turned to look at Nouf, who was shocked, he shrugged, "Let's go." She walked beside Fares, heading to where the rest have decided to have dinner. She couldn't help but feel guilty for making Butti worry, "Why is Butti mad?" asked Nouf.
"Because he always thinks that everything is his responsibility," He answered in a matter of fact tone while looking around. "What time is it now? it gets dark too early" He added as he spotted an interesting club.

Butti was back where he left his family. He was sitting there and being unusually talkative. He was trying to engage his mind in anything that he could possibly think about, other than the fact that he just came familiar with; the fact that he is falling for Nouf. As she and Fares walked into the restaurant, Nouf had an apologetic smile on and addressed the mothers, "Sorry i made you all worry, but we stopped to watch a street band. They were too good to be missed."
Fares's mother gave Nouf a motherly smile, "Its ok dear, its just Haifa and Butti that were over reacting." she turned to look at Butti, "You scared us running away like that!"
"Me?" He looked at his aunt in surprise, "She disappeared into somewhere" he rolled his eyes and ate what was left of the delicious eskandar kebab on his plate.
"She was with Fares enzain," added Maryam while the two took their seats. Nouf was sitting opposite to Butti and beside Lojain, while Fares grabbed a chair at the head of the table between his mom and Aunt. Dinner went smoothly other than the fact that Butti and Nouf never addressed each other in a conversation. Nouf wasn't sure how she felt. She's thankful that he cared to look out but why on Earth would he shout at her. But yet again, what do girls do. They get mad. Why? Because they can.

When they left the restaurant, Fares excused himself to go and meet some friends. His mother's expression changed to a sober expression. She knew exactly where her son was heading and tried to convince herself otherwise. "Butti won't you go with him", tried Fares's mom, it would give her a piece of mind. He nodded as he glared at Fares.

As they both walked away, Butti noticed Fares's nervousness. He was fidgeting with his iPhone and looking around impatiently huffing and puffing.
"Now What?!" snapped Butti
Fares stopped walking and turned to face Butti. "So now you're going to babysit me?"
Butti walked passed him, hitting him shoulder to shoulder, "only if you'll act like one"
Fares was getting furious, he knows Butti and his conscious. He'll butt in to stop Fares from doing anything he might regret. "I'm meeting up with Keith and.... Nathan", he said as he squeezed his eyes in fear of the next anger tantrum that Butti will have with the mention of Nathan's name.

(Keith was one of Butti and Fares's good American friends during their years of studying in the United States and went on trips with them often. Nathan, on the other hand, was Fares's friend only, he was a trouble maker, a player, a gambler and a source of whatever problem you could think of. He was always ready to travel and have fun. Never would he reject any offer from Fares. A rich Arab with all his hospitality nature will serve you the best vacation as he will always offer to pay. Thats the beauty of being Fares's friend, noted Nathan. Nathan always got Fares into deep deep problems. The last problem, though not the worst, was that he lost hundred of thousands of Fares's dollars in gambling. However, he was never to be seen in the same place as Butti or a fight will stir up. You could sense the spark of negative energy in the air waiting to start a fire.)

Butti stopped walking and clenched his fists in an attempt to hold his temper. You're not his father, He reminded himself. He turned around to be only an inch away from Fares,
"You're on your own," Butti said as he poked Fares's chest with his index finger, "First, i used to help you because God only knows how much I care about you, then it was for your poor mom but," he sighed and stepped back. "Now, Fares, you'll have to clean your own shit, don't come running to me", his eyes were sparkling with fury and his tone was extremely bitter and harsh. "A friend once told me, there's only so much you could do", he patted Fares's shoulders with a sad smile and walked back towards the apartment.

Enough is enough, he said to himself.